I feel myself forgetting you. The memories are becoming a blur, your face, those times we drove so fast in your car. I never thought that would ever happen. I don’t go a day thinking about you anymore, the moment my mind and my heart realized the truth about reality, the puzzles in my mind started to separate the way I would get a rush thinking about you. It’s funny to think I’d thought you would never leave my mind. But it so happens you are fading into the past, a past I won’t regret, a past where seasons combined and life felt so fast and slow. A time of complete happiness. Though my heart used to want you more than anything else, there will always be memories. Now is the time I can keep heading in the direction that my mind and heart are taking me, finding peace with life. I will never forget you. My first lover, love of my life. My heart is content with what we were and what we are now. I know deep down, the love will always be there, but the thought in my mind that drained my soul are recovering, I know now it’s all for the best.